Friday, June 13, 2008

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I've come to this site more than twice before this thinking that I should post, and really, I do try. but obviously the amount that I am trying isn't good enough for me.
I could write a whole paragraph, read through it, and get rid of it only because I don't like the way I placed some of the words. am I really this picky?

sometimes I like how the time can go by so fast. but right now I don't like it at all. already it is June, and tonight my older sister is graduating. is it really possible? can it already be this far into the year? I don't like this. I don't like it at all...

I say that time is going by fast, and then I think about my age. only 12. only turning 13 in a little less than two months. only 12, and the tallest girl in my family. when I think of this, I think that time is going by so slowly. but really, it
isn't at all...

I think about next year's graduation, when a bunch of my friends will graduate. yes, I know. they are how much older than me, and yet they are my friends. I don't get it either. the only happy thought about them graduating is that if we take pictures together, I will be in a graduation gown too only because I will have graduated from 8th grade. and then again, it isn't the happiest thought...


now I wish that life would go a bit slower...and I'm afraid that it won't.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

mmm. its scary, i know. most of my friends are graduating next year too. eeks. course, we kindof have the same friends. hah.
you're really the tallest girl? hm. D must be close though. weird.

Anonymous said...

I don't know whether time bothers me more by being too fast... or too slow.

And I also can't believe it's now July of 2008. I keep thinking about things coming up... that I look forward to. It's strange to think that I will soon be looking at these things in the past tense!!

:-|

-James'